Daily Bread (60)

Proprietarul Universului si totusi sufletul meu este singura Lui dorinta.

Cred ca in viata fiecaruia intr-un moment sau altul intervine oboseala, fie ea fizica sau psihica. Pentru unii oameni rutina e o necesitate, pentru altii e o boala care incet te sufoca. Citand un poet laic: ” ma tem mai mult de inertie decat de insomnie si de zbucium ” ... Macar atunci cand nu poti dormi – gandesti; atunci cand e zbucium in suflet – iti pui intrebari...

Rutina nu inseamna neaparat pace asa cum nici zbuciumul nu inseamna neaparat actiune urmata de realizari importante...

Tot ceea ce stiu e ca fie zbucium sau pace cel mai mult trebuie sa ne dorim apropierea de Dumnezeu... De multe ori auzi oameni care spun ca Dumnezeu i-a parasit, dar nu isi dau seama ca ei s-au departat de Dumnezeu...

Dumnezeu nu te tine legat de El cu forta, tu trebuie sa iti doresti sa stai langa El...

Ce imi doresc, pentru mine...pentru noi... e ca oricat am fi de obositi, sa avem putere macar sa spunem: Te rog, nu ma lasa!!! ... Dumnezeu este singurul care ne doreste cu disperare pentru El, inima noastra nu are alt loc unde sa fie in siguranta decat la El, ii apartine Lui!

Melodia zilei:

Group 1 Crew – Please Don’t Let Me Go

Please don't let me go
Please don't let me go

I've seen days where the nights don't end
I've seen strangers I used to call friend
How can I begin to trust in the fact that you never let me go?
Been left so many times
Felt like nobody could know the sound that my heart makes when it starts to break
And the pain that I hate waits for me every day
And yet I lie awake alive and still breathing
Hoping that this time in my life is just a season
Believe in the words you spoke to your people
How you never leave even though we couldn't see you
How you make us prosper even though we couldn't pay you back
now there's nothing I lack

Please don't let me go
If I can't have your love my heart's got nowhere to go
Only you can rescue me
Please don't let me go
I'll be lost inside a dying world just trying to find my home
It's with you
I belong
Please don't let me go

I remember the moments life was a blur
An adolescent spirit far from mature
I couldn't tell between a friend and a foe
So alone I remained
Looked to the sky for hope
It's hard to feel alive when you're cold
It's hard to reach the sky when your low
So light is hard to find in the storm
How can I give love if my soul's been torn?
A broken vessel
You call it a masterpiece
Now I can see how deep you are in love with me
Quite honestly I can't love me how you love me
But obviously there's something that you want from me
Cause you don't want to let me go
Owner of the world but you want my soul
My heart is crying out
Lord, please take control
I need you
I don't wanna let go

Please don't let me go
If I can't have your love my heart's got nowhere to go
Only you can rescue me
Please don't let me go
I'll be lost inside a dying world just trying to find my home
It's with you
I belong
Please don't let me go

And I'm seeing who I could be without you close to me
I can't recognize that person staring back at me
And you see how my heart breaks from the choices I have made
I know your love can take it all away

Please don't let me go
If I can't have your love my heart's got nowhere to go
Only you can rescue me
Please don't let me go
I'll be lost inside a dying world just trying to find my home
It's with you
I belong
Please don't let me go

(R.A. 16.06.2012)